The fall back to reality is far more unpleasant this time and with it comes the realization that she'd nearly gone too far; fixing her clothes becomes a rushed moment of clarity and if she was flushed before, she's now burning from regret and humiliation, all brought on by her own behavior.
"No," she hurries to explain, "I shouldn't be doing this. I have no business being... being a Jedi. Being touched by a Jedi. I know better and I still let myself get." She swallows hard, her throat dry as she remembers how real it all was. "I'm to be married to another man."
There. A reminder for the both of them, even as she refuses to look in this man's direction. The rejection, though she's recited something else, is still hurtful.
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Date: 2019-12-27 02:20 pm (UTC)"No," she hurries to explain, "I shouldn't be doing this. I have no business being... being a Jedi. Being touched by a Jedi. I know better and I still let myself get." She swallows hard, her throat dry as she remembers how real it all was. "I'm to be married to another man."
There. A reminder for the both of them, even as she refuses to look in this man's direction. The rejection, though she's recited something else, is still hurtful.